Drifting in the Waiting List

  Had heard multiple no. of times that occurring in the waiting list really would be the most awful situation. For me apparently waiting list was rather introduced as the waiting list, we have during entrance examinations. But Damn, I got it so wrong then. For me the meaning of waiting list was so limited. A midst this time being where I conquered the various forms of waiting list. Before that where I fall so short over knowing what the waiting list was. I never had to experience being on the list for actual. Whenever wherever I had my examinations be it for new college, new school. I made it exactly at one shot. May be I had somewhat superbia over that.

  But from hearsay, I had had the realization that how hard it costs for someone to wait in that waiting list.Perhaps,that's what so human that you can actually relate to how others feel despite being in their feet. You are in a waiting list that is somewhat a hoodoo ( a bad luck).To pass this phase there has to be some or the next situation grateful enough to you. Then you keep your fingers crossed. Lucky enough you will get a call if not better luck next time with arise in level of your dissatisfactions.

  I call the time span I am through the days of waiting list. No its not the case where I have appeared for any entrance examination. But it is the real waiting list situation. Been a while I have been waiting almost for anything & everything. Every morning with a fresh smile I assume things will go fine. But this assumptions have to wait. Having lists of to do list of fantasies, of dreams. But all of them got to wait. Its not that I didn't have put on efforts. But nothing seems to happen. I have a dream indeed I dream a lot but all of those dreams got to wait.

  Today every night I actually can feel the afflictions how it feels like to have a never ending wait for all those imaginations, aspirations and dreams to be conquered. They say I am a Cancerian a cat with nine lives I land up in a very difficult situations also I am a late bloomer. 

  Thats how the hope within is still alive within. What happens if today I've been in a waiting list with whole lot of anticipations? By tomorrow I won't. Because,they say every wait has to be paid off.